haiz.... i read a lot of pp's blog(rf) and quite a lot of pp say they anti-social, very diff to make friends in uni.. i am quite stunned to know that sy and hy said tat la.. then they w not make friends de.. coz i know them to be the very on type, thse who w make friends easily de.. since they say tat le, i got this horrible feeling that i w not make much friends lo.. coz i am thse type very introvert de.. wont make friends so easily de.. haiz..

quite worried lei.. coz uni if no friends hoh, then lectures and tutorials sit alone very sad de.. haiz.. some more i don think i joining the orientation camp coz its like seven days then need to pay 50 bucks lo.. i don realli lk camps too tats why i nv join.. then lk tat very diff to make friends de. my sis say another benefit to join the camp is tat we can get lab reports frm our seniors which we need lo.. haiz..

then i also quite worried abt hostel life.. coz is lk a lot of hostel activities which i may not be willing to join, coz again, i am introvert.. then my sis say w become outcast.. then if stay in hostel also have to be independent.. cook, wash ur laundries, etc. now i beginning to wonder if i realli shld stay in hostel? haiz.. at first is excited abt staying in hostel.. now is worried abt staying in hostel..

PS: btw xian, i heard frm my colleagues tat timetable need a lot of planning de. then once u plan le, straight away go online book or else pp w snatch away the slot very fast de. so we plan tgt k?

NO MORE WORK FOR ME!! =p

haa.. today is my last day of work.. glad tat work is ending but don have the "yay" mood.. not bcoz i am sad tat i am leaving.. jus tat i am realli very sian.. duno why.. don have the end work mood..

my in charge gave me a present and it contain choc n sweet. so sweet la.. she asked me yesterday then te di buy for me lo.. my another 2 colleagues gave me the high end choc yesterday. then i guess the others dunno today is my last day ba. coz when i leaving then someone mention my last day then the others were like saying huh ur last day ah? lolz..

went for lunch at charl's jr(duno how to spell) at ecp. woah din know there got fast food la.. heard my colleague say is new de. shall bring u guys go there when i driving my dad's car k? =p tat is provided my dad not using la.. oh, i mix up my food with my in charge la.. when she hand me the burger i knew it was not my order but then coz my in charge seem quite sure tat my burger is hers so i keep quiet. =x

then today was soooo busy with my stuffs la.. suddenly find tat quite a lot to finish coz my in charge told me yesterday tat i have a lot of files haven pack.. luckily yesterday nv apply half day leave lo.. or else so many things not finished..

now in the sian mood.. but yay!!!! i don have to wake up early to go work le!!!! =p

PS: another of my desire is satisfied! =p

1 more working day!!!! =p

yeah!! cant wait for it to end sia.. today at first wanna apply half day leave de coz nth to do ma.. then my in charge say still got some invoices she wan me to key then still got some packing of files which i have not complete. so she asked me if i wana continue tmr or continue today.. so i continued today coz quite a lot of stuff to finish up.. and xian n kl ask me to ren n work coz left second last day le and i am there le..

oh.. my boss(the one in charge of my in-charge) and some colleague gave me a box of chocolates. it was supposed to be given me tmr but my boss say scared in case tmr she forget to bring, or i stomach pain, etc.. =x can tell the chocolates quite high end de.. haa.. so sweet =p and yep i guess correct(they askin wat i lk so they can give me sth). =p my boss keep reminding must come tmr lo.. lolz.. then she also say another colleague scare i w forget her.. haa. funny sia..

anw, i cant wait for work to end!! realli very sian of working le.. look forward to sch though quite unsure abt sch life..

haiz.. jus read hy's post.. felt so sad.. argh.. it seems tat we have leave her there.. ah... hy, sry lei.. don sad k? rfs w always have gathering de!! =p we have organised plenty of outings le.. so join us k? =)

and for kl.. haiz.. realli hope she can get in lo.. its quite sad tat rf like spilt to so many diff schs lo.. haiz.. i absolutely duno how to cheer pp de.. the best i can do is lend a listening ear.. so if u all wan someone to pour ur xin shi, can look for me =p

jia you everyone!!! especially hy and kl!!! cheer up k? gambate!! rf w always be there for u all de!!

nice song by genie zhuo wen xuan! =p

卓文萱 - 消失的彩虹(翻滚吧!蛋炒饭的片尾曲)

我看见你的瞳孔
看见的那片天空
你指尖尽头
架空属於我的梦

那是清澈的星河
那是橘色的云朵
遥远的天国
建筑这一道彩虹

你把我眼底的寂寞
彩绘成缤纷的宇宙
跟在你身後
带我静静遨游

请不要放开我的双手
不要缺席我的以後
请留给我
慢慢消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯你的双手
牵着我的那种温柔
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动

我以为天是黑的
你忽然放了烟火
我才发现我
生命可以很闪烁

你把我眼底的寂寞
彩绘成缤纷的宇宙
跟在你身後
带我静静遨游

请不要放开我的双手
不要缺席我的以後
请留给我
慢慢消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯你的双手
牵着我的那种温柔
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动

请不要关掉我的镜头
不要熄灭我的以後
还给黑夜
永不消失的那一道彩虹
已经习惯我的双手
你能感受我的颤抖
只有你懂
我会流泪是因为最深处的感动

yeah!!! 2 more working days!! =p

haha.. i din count wrong. left thurs and fri. =p today my in charge jus ask me if i know when is my last day of work. i said is mon rite? then she say they count to b fri coz sth lk count my pay easier. then she ask if i rather work till mon.. and of coz my ans is no la.. i cnt tahan le lo.. actualli i was thinking of how to tell her tat i wanna end my work on fri. then tot of excuse but then i persuaded myself saying ai ya nvm la.. one more day lo.. then she suddenly told me this gd news!! haha.. so happy!!

and today she ask me if i lk choc blah blah.. coz tat time i din eat the choc they offer ma, so she tot i don lk choc. then she keep asking wat else i like lo.. haha.. actualli i tot jus asking quest ma.. but i guess they mayb wanna give me sth? haa.. =x a bit bu yao lian.. haha..

ok... i din do wat i promised which is to go for work yesterday.. the temptation is just so great la. and i am totally bored at work.. sian-ded! nth to do la.. ok.. filing and pasting the thing to make divider la. full-stop. tats it. sian rite?? omg la.. cnt imagine tmr lo.. haiz..

went out with mum to fourth aunt n uncle's workplace. sat there for a long time while mum toking and discussing sth with them.. then we went to bank as mum wanna check sth. and i bought a insurance plan la coz i was attracted to the psp. =x but in the end din get it coz i onli can save very litle per mth.. haiz.. anw quite worried tat i cant pay the mthly fee la. first 2 yrs no prob, provided tat i don spend on anything(unneccesarily? or necessary ba). then after tat, head big sia.. i am still studying la.. where got money to put in? haiz.. duno lei.. mum say she help me pay if i cant manage for tat moment.. have to save save save le..

after tat, we went to tm for lunch. at first i wanna eat the beef at the last floor de, but we decided to go swensens instead which was also fine with me. oh.. i totally forget the lunch set thingy la.. luckily the person told us got soup, drink, dessert.. very full after the main course le.. but ice cream was still fine with me after the main course. =p mum wanna treat me de but then i told her i treating her. =p wanna celebrate my entrance to ntu with my family de. =p but then haven told them i wanna treat them to sth.. hee..

4 more working days!!! i cant stand it...

5 more working days!!!! =p

wanna take leave tmr coz mum say she having break tmr then ask wanna go gai gai(go out shop, play, etc) argh... but cant. jus took a wk off last wk coz i was on my supposedly trip to overseas. but the urge is quite great now.. haiz.. but i shall ren! 5 more working days!!

anw, don realli feel guilty coz firstly and most importantly, they don need me. mayb jus do filing la.. but how much filing needs to be done?? they said hope i could stay till end of the mth coz when the other person come back, she w be overseeing other stuffs so hope i could help out a bit. but they allow me to take a wk leave coz i told them i wanna go on hol and hope to work jus before the other person come back which is last last fri.

quite a few reasons for not gg overseas. the booking of the trip was done quite last min.. so very hard to find place and if got, is very ex. nx, time limit for gg overseas. onli frm last last sun to before yesterday nite. so.. onli possible to book abt 5 days to taiwan.(our plan initially coz i wanna sit a plane..) thirdly, my sis and my passport expire le.. and my mum say need a few days before it w be ready.. fourthly, i jus spent a bomb on my new lappy. so.. currently no money.. or shld i say spend more money w heart pain sia.. yep.. so plan was cancelled.

secondly, i realli want to take a break frm work.. getting more n more sian of working le.. after seeing kl end work, my sian-ness increased greatly la.. realli envy her.. though nv work will sian la, but then gg back to work is equally sian. so i think i might as well stay at home. at least can wake up late, then can enjoy being alone at home n doing wateva i wan. haa.. a bit loner at times, but yea i enjoy the feeling of home alone.

oh yeah.. received ntu package today. =p but haven read yet.. shall read it mayb tmr or wed ba.. gambate everyone!! all the best to kl!! hope u get in then same sch!

What Zi Yee Means

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

hahaha.. true?? i donno.. some seems quite true. haa.. do this test after readin marcel's blog

hehe.. today we went ecp to celebrate kl's bdae. got the usual peeps and some other rf: kl, xian, sy, mn, banana and celia.

oh, morning we went celia's house to learn balloon making. i learn three new stuffs. =p bear, sunflower and hat. lolz.. have lunch too at celia house. its kfc!! haha.. i miss it sia. and while we were lunching, we also watch the reveal of magic tricks la. so cool can..

then xian and i went to take our passport size photo before we (mn and celia too) cab down to ecp. met sy at some benches and we set up the muffins with rf logo for kl. manage to light up all candles for a while before it was extinguished. too bad tat was before kl come la.

so we hurredly sing bdae song before all candles stuff out. wait for banana to come too before we go bladdng. onli 4 of us (mn, sy, kl and me) blade, then the rest went to mac.

bladding was quite fun but tiring. coz my leg don know why keep slanting in then very pain also sia. mn and i novice ma, then she fall down 3 times then i fall down 1 time. luckily fall on butt then not pain.

after bladding, we went arcade!! haha.. but sad sia.. i din get to play my drum again. oh, but we managed to play rf which was fun! =p then we got vs each other too. sy, xian and i a team then the rest another team. woah we lose until so jialat la.. cnt blame, coz their team got 3 band members lo. =x

went subway for dinner and gosh, the aircon was spoilt. no wonder open door then can feel a wave of heat sia. but subway is delicious! =p come to think of it, subway quite healthy lei coz their food not like other fast food which are fried food. and yep, kl mentioned this point that subway quite healthy. (as compared to other fast food)

we decided to cab home again. lolz.. quite a bad habit sia. =x recently keep cabbing.. lolz.. but quite worth la coz amount abt same as public transport then time also saved le. but if this carries on, i am gg to be broke soon. =x felt the pince liao coz work gg to end le then no income le..

PS: 6 more working days!!!! =p =p yeah sy end work at the same time as me! =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KL!!

ok received the letter frm sim yesterday (fri). its lk finlly la after i went down for their interview. ntu was so much faster.. they offered me bsc also la, so i have a choice to chse if i wanna continue the diploma in econs or take bsc or reject. surprisingly they w offer me bsc also la.

but ya.. i made my choice. i chse ntu engine. =p very glad to receive a call for interview and then the sms abt appeal to be successful. =p if din receive the letter frm ntu, guess i would chse sim bsc in accounting n finance then w be same course as hy and xian if she nv received the sms too.

and yep.. now busy preparing the details for ntu. duno got wat sia.. so much to do. sy told me some then i forget quite a lot le.. so far think i left the photo taking ba..

anw later i w be gg celia house to learn more new balloons!! =p haha.. fun fun. its preparation for sun's event. then w be gg ecp to blade. =p

GOOD NEWS!!! HAHAHA... GOOD NEWS!!! I SO HAPPY!!! HAHAHA... OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.. HAHA.. I GOT ACCEPTANCE FRM NTU COMMON ENGINE!!

Received a sms frm ntu today at 12:14pm. "frm ntu-oafa: ur appeal is successful. pls accept @ bla bla bla by 23/6. offer ltr will be sent to u later."

hahaha... saw this sms then jus nice received a phone call frm xian. and yes!!! xian got in too!!!! haha... so happy... hahaha.. =p =p =p

call my sis, dad, mum, kl. sms wr, zhuang. hee.. coz they sms me in the past to ask abt my interview etc. thks peeps! =p realli very very glad that i got in. thks sy! haha..

pray for kl. kl jiayou!!!! hope u get in too!!! =p =p

oh yeah.. went with kl to gym today. exercise frm 12 plus to 2pm. start off with running. woah my heart rate so high la. 180 plus lo. tsk tsk.. this is the result of not exercising for so long.

later we bought subway home coz we wanna watch movie tgt and kl wanna ask her mum to fetch her home after kl's mum's work at ard 4pm. met wee kiat at subway. surprisingly lo.. he still rmb my name la. i still ask him wat is his name sia. -_-''' luckily i still rmb.

so reach home wanna watch this movie that kl brought de. but then my dvd player duno why cnt play sia. so i change to another movie and we onli watch a while coz we both agreed tat we don understand wat the movie is abt. in the end, the another movie also cnt play so we settle for tv instead. ps lei kl.. =x

went to celebrate kl's bdae yesterday at cityhall. at first we got this waffle plan at gelare de, but then we decided to celebrate kl's bdae as well.

quite a lot of pp turn up, which has not been for the past few outings. mn, banana, celia, hy, xian, me and the main lead: kl! =p

ate waffle, then we went to spore river there where we dang chang make balloons for kl. haa.. coz banana, xian and i got learn a bit ballong making frm celia's dad when we help out the last time. so we decided to surprise kl by making balloons live for her.

after tat, we decided to go down bedok 85 to have supper. woah cool la, we book this mpv to fetch the 7 of us to bedok la. quite worth coz save time and each pp onli 3 plus. but then when i hear the calling fee to be 8 bucks, i was quite stun lo. plus 3 bucks coz in town. luckily overall is ok.

as i was quite full bcoz of the waffle, i shared a bowl of porridge with celia. woah the porridge is so delicious can.. yummy. too bad i was full, or else i w call for a bowl.

went home with celia n hy on mn's dad's car. =p

ps: other events tat occur previously w be updated another time. =p must give my new lappy n kl's bdae celebration the glory. =p

*cough cough* ahhh choooo.... woah.. sia lat.. so dusty sia.. spiderwebs everywhere sia.. lolz.. pardon for mia-ing..

shall start off with some good news!! =p

last thurs, i bought my new lappy!! haha.. its a WHITE lappy (my dream laptop) and its vaio la. cool.. bought it at the pc show. coz i wanna go the pc show take a look ma then if got gd deal can shun bian buy also.

went down with xian, hy and kl. hy, xian and i went down for the sim talk tat afternoon, then ask kl to join us for dinner too. so, i pulled them to the pc show with me. =p and yup, the person promote till very gd la. got student promotion ma, then she very persuative lo. ok.. i was also willing to buy too, then she told me a lot of stuffs which sounds quite a gd deal. so after phoning my dad and sis, i bought my laptop which i admit was a bit rush. din regret though coz i wan a laptop very long le.

oh yeah.. another gd news tat day was i received an unknown call. then xian also said she received a call frm the same no too. so on our way back, i phoned back the person and guess wat??!! the person told me he calling frm ntu sch of engine la. my goodness.. i was so excited and nervous can.. but was realli glad tat i had that phone call.

went down the interview on mon with xian. they asked many quest la.. abt our background, why we chse the course, our cca in jc n sec sch, etc. hope i din screw up my interview lo.. *cross fingers*