this mv is realli fabulous!! had high hopes on it and very glad it din fail my expectation. =p realli feel for the mv and well.. did shed a tear or two. =x

i love this dance!!! =p surprise me a lot!! =p

a lot of random stuffs w be mentioned here.. and my mind is realli messy.. whatever i w be mentioning is wat tat is gg thru my brain at tat pt of time..

ok.. suddenly feel VERY detached frm everyone.. mayb is bcoz i don bother to get myself updated on their lives?? mayb is bcoz i am cropped up in my own world?? get this feeling after reading thru some pp's blogs.. not all though. only some.. i don really have the habit of getting myself to update on pp's lives like on fb (where u can be updated abt the minor stuffs), like on blogs (where u will know more details)

maybe its just me.. or mayb its my work then shapes me this way.. wat do i mean? during attachment, i am just doing my own stuffs and just shutting myself out of wat's happening out there. not that i wan to.. or mayb i am. but sometimes they are mentioning things that u dun even understand.. and this helps is the shutting out part. seriously, i think my attachment is "destroying" me.. my social life, not gd to begin with, turns worse since not much chance to gather ard with friends. but then we can make new friends and that the gd part. jus recently, a batch of np students come in for attachment. 8 of them. when i saw them, i was super happy! realli! bcoz i am not close to my other colleagues mainly bcoz of the age gap, the gender and the working experience. very glad that i can click with the np boys. they are very friendly, some crappy though and like to disturb me, but nevertheless, very glad of company =p

i think my mentality is making me suffer... i still feel that gg for attachment is quite meaningless.. =x ok, i did learn SOME things but wat i am doing everyday is literally the same.. keep editing work instructions etc.. to perfect them for the technicians to be able to carry out their work smoothly.. but ya, understood... thats working or attachment life.. its sth that we have to go thru in order to be able to grow.. another thing that i need to improve on other than my mentality is my courageness ba.. i was asked by my in-charge to call up on the vendor but then in the end he helped me with it coz we are doing on tat part. felt glad that i am not the one to make the call.. this is bcoz i am not sure of how to deliver my pt across.. i realised tat i realli dislike making phone calls.. somehow i felt tat phonecalls is not in my dictionary.. tech has shaped me into using msging, emails etc.. not phone.

wkn pass super fast.. in the blink of the eye, its monday again! haix... sucks.. and there's nth to do on wkn!!! and this is realli 得过且过 sia.. everytime though of monday will find work super boring.. =x its just me... my mentality... help me!!!!

oh another thing is recently i keep having headache almost everyday after i know the workload i have... seriously there's quite a lot and i am worried if the stuffs can be finished on time. but the irony now is that i have nth to do since i have to wait for watever i have done to be approved before i continue on other stuffs.. the person who is gg to approve on my stuffs is super busy.. push him for quite a few times this wk but he is realli very busy... his department realli needs another person man!!

but one thing gd frm my attachment is that my sleeping habits have change for the better.. i w wake up earlier as compared to when i am studying or having hols.. i can auto wake up at 830am on sat man... but i force myself to slp again to replenish my slp during wk days... and i tend to slp at 11 pm or 12 max during wk days... wkn w tend to slp later but not as crazy as during hols ba. obviously.

oh yeah.. check on cd rama for elva's cd on fri. dont see her cd!! today xian help me check with whitesands' branch and the person say mid oct then release!!!! wat the?!! cnt yu gou some more!!!! quite disappointed man.. heard very gd reviews for her cd and i expect quite a lot. hope my expectations wont fail me... shall check cd rama again tmr after my tuition...

this is a post on my work or rather attachment.. jus got to know the magnitude of my workload today. as in really realised it and the impact struck me hard.. wasnt expecting this much of work since i had been editing almost the same thing everyday for the past 8 wks and my in-charge din realli told me wat else is there to be done... i mean, ya he did mention in passing by.. but who knows how much is there to be done??

really felt the stress today and yest.. partly coz i had to help another department to search for some routers and its quite urgent (9800 without repeats, 13000+ with repeats to search thru). can see that tat person (QA) realli needs help and i felt quite pity for him.. however my in-charge tot tat i had to help for only 2 half days.. but as i was still continuing today and spotted by another colleague of my department, who "complained" my job scope to my in-charge saying tat i need not help the other department and asked if i had informed my boss abt it, my in-charge then realli informed me my job scope and said there's a lot to do and cant afford a lot of time to help the other department.. he said he w tell the other person tat my duties had to be relieved frm finding the routers and also told me to inform the person. SO, i told the person tat i got a lot to complete and cant realli help him. he told me that the routers are gg to be searched finished and only have to help for the day (2 pm plus plus tat time). and he also told me not to be the middleman and asked my in-charge to tok to him. (tats very nice of him) ltr my in-charge came and informed him and the other person explained to my in-charge abt the amt left and me being the middleman. i was super awkward tat time! my in-charge asked if there's a lot left and i said no. so he then say to help finish up tat part. (he was considering the fact tat i am able to finish my stuffs on time too, which is sweet of him) my in-charge also explained saying he wasnt usually at his desk and if i see him i could inform him instead. felt stuck in the middle and i hate this feeling.. i know both parties want the best for me and i felt apologetic to both of them... haix...

another thing was that i cant realli stand two pp in the co.! oh no! i am involved in office politics which i want to avoid!!! =x the first person i don realli lk is the QA head. at first i am alrite with him until the other intern, whom i work with previously for a short while, told me he don lk tat guy coz whenever he sees the QA head, there's always trouble. BUT tat doesnt make me dislike him.. i notice tat he always walks ard (ok... communicating with his department, but too often rite?) and he seems to be always pushing pp for datelines and walking ard and chatting with them abt the problems faced. however, he doesnt seem to be doing any work on his part but always asking others to do instead... the higher rank you are, doesnt give you the right to slack k... or mayb he isnt. but frm the way i see him, he seems to be slacking and always chatting with pp abt problems but not doing things on his part...

the second person is frm my department, and the one who "complained" to my in-charge. perhaps being partially influenced by the previous intern, i began to observe more bad points abt tat person.. i know tats bad but i cant help it. he seems to be creating a lot of troubles for others by not doing his work well.. the QA person ask him to do it in a way and he replied saying "is not i don wanna do but i am very busy. u must understand me tat i got a lot of things to do. why not you tell me wat u wan and i apply to the rest" or "i apply this to the rest ma, u cant expect me to create one for each rite" the convo is sth lk tat la.. and he seems not to be completing his work on time, causing trouble for the other engineers too.. and now i fully agree with the previous intern abt him not taking pride in his work. i saw how he keep asking the previous intern to help him do this and do that, and keep rushing him for the dateline despite the intern not being under him and had a lot of things to do... felt pity for tat intern too. but luckily his work prd is short.. tat person also tries to engage my help but luckily i told him tat i had quite a lot of stuffs to do for my in-charge.. so far i had only help him print the work instructions and tat's simple task. thers's once he asked me how long did i take to do and i told him abt 1 to 2 hrs (the system takes a super long time to load as there are plenty of instructions). and do u know wat he told me?? he said if my boss asked me how long i take to print, i cnt reply my ans to him but instead had to say 3 hrs (he suggested half a day initially lo!).. goodness! but i agreed coz i don wanna make things diff for him.. not to mention possible backstabbing of him.. another thing quite pissed with him is tat he actualli look into my own file without my permission lei!!! and he jus look at my signed contract which states the attachment pay per mth.. super duper rude can?!?!?!?! tats the second time he looked at my stuffs without my permission la.. the first time was he looked at the form which i am supposed to give to my supervisor. written in the form was what subjects i took and supposedly my results. luckily i din write my results sia, or else tat rude person w have seen them... pissed off with him sia

gosh.. though work has pay, wkns and weekdays don have to study, i cant wait to go back sch.. i felt tat work is quite mundane and i am not realli learning anything very useful yet... as a result, my life seem to be passing a day by another aimlessly.. time passes seriously slow man.. not to mention miserable, as my another intern friend said.. hope can faster finish editing and creating work instructions peacefully or else i may not get the chance to go down to the shopfloor which i had been looking forward to since the start of my attachment...

this is super cool!!! =p i am so gg to yu gou her album!!

Miss Elva is Here!

Elva Hsiao WOWs!

Flashy and ostentatious was the order of the day.
Starting with a string of powerful dance numbers, the songstress took to the stage in a highly anticipated two-hour long concert.
Gyrating to tunes such as, 'Tomorrow', ''Spokesperson, and 'L.O.V.E', Elva made her grand entrance with much aplomb, emerging onto the stage from a giant silver diamond.
Decked out in a glitzy diamond studded white pants suit, the star displayed divalicious charm throughout her ten lavish costumes changes over the course of her show, with each outfit designed to match the concert's diamond-theme.
"With such a shiny dress I have on today, you'd still be able to see me no matter how dark it is outside," Elva said, poking fun of her "blings."
"And I shall be the moon, YOUR moon today!" she concluded.
On stage, the pop star impressed the crowd with her - literally eye-hurting -- pretty pins, showing her versatility as she cruised effortlessly back and forth from sexy to cute during her repertoire of song changes.
Perhaps apologetic for her long absence in Singapore, Elva lauded concertgoers with praises for the nation, which local fans lapped up delightfully.
"Singapore is such an awesome place, would you all welcome me if I was to immigrate here? It won't be a bad idea if I move here to be Stefanie Sun's neighbour!"
The 31-year-old, who lost her mother to cancer last year, appeared to have walked out of her heartache, telling the crowd, "Despite life's highs and lows, tonight is the highlight of it all."

Source: XinMsn

oh ya!!! 4 sept was realli a super memorable day for me which i w rmb for life! =p that was the day when one of my wish in my day dreaming list came true!! I WENT TO ELVA'S CONCERT!! =P =P not only tat, rfs also went for paintball! coolness~~~

the concert was memorable but too short! =( all pics are uploaded to fb but the videos cant be uploaded.. sad. the opening was super fab!! many songs were sung, speeches were made, the "encore" was great too with 3 super duber nice songs: WOW, BIAO BAI, AI DE ZHU DA GE!!! =p and promise is made! i am gg to yu gou her new 11th album which is gg to be released on the 22nd of sept!!











paintball experience was painful!! first time shot on my right hand! pain! though that shot slipped passed my arm and not a direct shot, it was still painful... the second shot was direct shot on my upper left arm. blue black the nx day! super big patch. though painful.. i w like to go again coz is fun! but firstly need to train my stamina up... and earn more money... super ex.. recently spent too much le.. now super broke... don keep saying i got earn money k... coz use up a lot le...