破冰版



彩虹版

both mvs are portrayed in a unique manner! =p very fresh

a quiz on fb... quite true...


Dear Zi Yee, you have finish taken The Clothes You Wear Personality Test.The analysis: You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you. What others see from your style: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You probably live in your own little worldƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Studiously avoid having to search for your own identityƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may feel that you are not lovedƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with thisƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You get moody easilyWhat your nightclothes reveal: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendlyƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Always in good moodƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are candidƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : HelpfulƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Can be sexy at times tooWhat others see from your ties: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You enjoy being aloneƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to life the simple but good lifeƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You cherish your freedomƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are thoughtfulƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : ConfidentƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Uninterested in glamourWhat others see from your belts: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If there's not a single belt in your wardrobeƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like freedomƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Are opposed to all kinds of rulesƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are creativeƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Very good at work that requires you to stretch your imaginationƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your main downfallƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : HoweverƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Is that you can be very moodyWhat others see from your shoes: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a person who loves simplicityƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Is sincereƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : OpenƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are pleasant to be withƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : EasygoingƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Always in a good moodƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You neither want to control nor be under someone else's controlƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't care much about how you lookƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's importantWhat others see from your earrings: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are probably an independentƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Strong-willed personƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fairness is important to youƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You always stand up for what you believe inƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendlyƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Get along well with people

another random train of thoughts.. it is seriously true that as i got older, i tend to think a lot.. like more and more.. and it seems that its becoming harder and harder to be the once happy-go-lucky person... guess i am not now.. which is why the past tense is there. there are more things to worry which i used to neglect or cast aside and not worry so much abt them.. mayb tats why the things snowballed into a bigger thing now?? seriously i envy thse who are realli happy-go-lucky kind like lin lao shi and banana... very gd examples.. they don seem to be brought down by problems easily and you w be influenced by their optimistism when u see them smiling all day long... how i wish i can be like that too.. trying hard to be one..

still thinking abt the behavior of two people today... they don usually behave lk this... it is bcoz of how i behave towards them tats why i get my taste of medicine? if its realli so, i will try to change k? but one of them jus pissed me off today. again. seriously i donno wats the problem.. i jus cant stand the words he say and i believe he can feel tat strongly. =x quite agitated when speaking to him.. trying to control. but everytime i speak to him, my blood pressure jus rise very fast..

ok now to clarify or update things that gg on for my attachment... keep telling pp that i am slacking.. but actualli, tats not very true. its not true bcoz there's seriously a lot to do and i am very worried i cant finish my stuffs by the end of my attachment. although i try to work fast, i get super sick of doing my work and cant help by slacking for the past 2 wks. slacking in the sense that i took more breaks and chat with another intern. this mayb bcoz there's too much work and i don lk the stress being put on me.. then that my form of escapement.. hope my supervisor wont be disappointed with my performance.. realli wanna live up to theirs and my expectation.. and i wanna score my A!

one of my job scope is to carry out blending and well... have to go down to the shopfloor a lot of times to ask the technicians to help and show us how they do it. then have to note the tools and mat used. tats not very easy ok... u have to redo and redo and redo and redo till u are very sure that there's no prob in future for first article inspection. have to be done correctly, while meeting plenty of requirements, the technicians may not be free all the time to be there to help u... the booth may not be available.. the trying out of the process again if things are not properly done.. so lots of time will be spent on the shopfloor... the guy wu pissed me off with his words is one of the intern working in mat department. frm the way he say things, he is implying that we are very free to go down to the shopfloor everytime... but he don even know wat is gg on and wat makes him think this way??!! i don lk pp to be assuming when they are not even sure of the suituation tat's gg on. he keeps thinking that we have nth to do lo.. but seriously, i have a lot to do la.. and he simply refuse to believe it.

everyone has been misunderstood before and we understand tat feeling sucks. however sometimes when i am being misunderstood, i don bother to clarify with tat person.. i jus feel tat i don care if u misunderstand me.. coz in future if u find that u have misunderstand me, u w know it or regret it. tats how i feel. another thing which is very true abt me is:"There are times when you feel like you're wearing a mask, but no one around you can notice the difference with or without it." haha... so no one knows me well!! hahah.. tats why if i can find a person who knows me very well, i w feel astonish and happy. =p hope to find tat person soon..

listening to this song jus now and the lyrics are quite inspiring.

梦境二
梦境在于现实那之间不过就这一眨眼我依然会 眷恋那阖眼间 那种香甜那滋味 到遇见你才发觉感受了以后就会像我 无悔无求期望尝试过甜在这么快感之中 亢奋与疲倦交错我的梦境编织的很童话也许外面世界异常抽象现实假象 i'm not afraid面对得以想象我的现实写满着戏剧化穿梭在笼里看外 缺口中真真假假 i'm not afraid献上你的美每天我 茫游在人和人之间幻想真正的自由 就在身边想做什么就做 有他就够那滋味 遇到你才发觉感受了以后 就会像我无悔无求期望 尝试过甜在这么快感之中 亢奋与疲倦交错有时我分不清楚 dream or dont be afraid我的梦境编织的很童话也许外面世界异常抽象现实假象 i'm not afraid面对得以想象我的现实写满着戏剧化穿梭在笼里看外 缺口中真真假假 i'm not afraid献上你的美玻璃屋里树秧 梦境中的茁壮想要往外发芽长大让现实如梦境 继续让你美丽感谢你给我呼吸的真理我的梦境编织的很童话也许外面世界异常抽象现实假象 i'm not afraid面对得以想象我的现实写满着戏剧化穿梭在笼里看外 缺口中真真假假 i'm not afraid献上你的美我的梦境编织的很童话也许外面世界异常抽象现实假象 i'm not afraid面对得以想象我的现实写满着戏剧化穿梭在笼里看外 缺口中真真假假 i'm not afraid献上你的美

YAY!!! I FINALLY BOUGHT ELVA'S NEW CD!!! FINALLY WAITED FOR HER ALBUM! AT FIRST THE PERSON SAY MID OCT THEN COME OUT WHICH MAKE ME VERY SAD. BUT PHEW, NO MORE WAIT!

xian told me that whitesands branch have elva's cd le. dropped at tamp by co. bus and tamp branch don have her cd. asked the pp if elva's cd is here alrdy and i gt a ridiculous ans. the salesgirl said:"elva got new cd meh??". i am stunned and almost give her the -_-''' face. the sales guy quickly nudged her and said:"elva has a new cd but jus released in tw. now sitting airplane to sg." they asked me if i wanna leave my contact so they can phone me when her cd is here, but i told them its ok coz my friend told me whitesands received her cd le. the salesgirl then said:"how come whitesands have but our branch don have?" so the guy told her:"mayb whitesands closer to the receiving pt.." weird.

anw, heard her cd tat nite. her song style and singing pattern is very different from her previous singing style. the picture for her cd cover is also very cool. when the person took her cd out frm the store(not displayed yet), i am very stunned coz its super cool. there a big wrapper to wrap her big book of xie zhen, and also contains her cd and a free MAC eyeliner. cool! oh back to her songs. her songs consists mainly of fast songs. only abt 2 slow songs ba. her fast songs are near the techno side i think. although not quite xi guan, i still think her new style is appealing and very diff. shall listen another time again! =p some more she compose 5 songs and zhi zuo 3 songs. super fab! =p

oh jus saw on youtube tat her album gt 3rd version! this is release in tw one date earlier than the actual release date. heard tat version is super duper cool la! that version is very diff frm the other two versions then the cover is not the usual asia cd style. the pics inside also diff. some more she w use fluorescent pen to sign on the cd, which is in accordance to her fluorscent suit in her mv. then she w give fluorescent ice-cream to thse who purchase her cd lei! so cool rite??!! the ice cream is specially manufactured de lo. i wanna go tw man!!!!???!!!

anw recently spend super a lot sia.. jus spend $47 on a swimsuit!! coz went swimming with xian, mn and hy but then cant find my sis's swimsuit and i throw mine away. then spend $26.95 on elva's cd. $337 on my samsung cam. $14.5o on nihon mura. $40 on transport (now i have to pay it myself =( .......) ltr gg to spend a lot on my seafood dinner treat for my family.. and lunch money during IA... haix... gg to spend all my ia pay le... super sad...