ELVA'S CONCERT GOING TO START IN 2 MINS TIME!! HOPE THIS CONCERT WILL HAVE A GREAT SUCCESS!! JIA YOU, ELVA!! HOPE XIAO MAMA WILL WAKE UP SOON...

going to be quite emo in this post... dont look if u don wan to.. jus wanna.. spill it out..

Is it a blessing in disguise for having such results? haiz.. honestly i don know.. overall my results are better than previous sems, but i have one core which i did super badly..

is it bcoz i din spend ample time studying for it? perhaps.. since its' the last pp and my exams have been dragged for so long, don have much mood to study for it. plus i have the "fear" of that subject.. coz my thermo wasnt good to start with..

after the exam, have a super bad feeling and i am right.. perhaps i am given the second chance to learn the stuffs that i have not looked at properly? and in this sense i am quite willing to do so since i can learn more? but i don wan to have exams since there's plenty to memorise!!

haiz.. buck up!! don dwell on it anymore.. the fact remains as it is.. but.. i still cnt stand the fact that my gpa is pulled down.. haiz..

haiz. nvm.. as xian has put it: "second chance to do well.." i need to work harder le.. not that i din work hard enough.. but mayb my way of studying is not tat right.. have to improve on it.. since frm the start, i din get my desired results for CA, so this is my chance to improvise..

demoralised? quite.. and not quite.. quite is for that subject... and not quite is for others.. felt a bit lost.. need to reorganise my thoughts.. and find my new sense of direction.. need sth to push me on. did i choose the correct path?? perhaps not.. but.. tats perhaps the onli path i can take?

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hope this song w help to motivate me as it always do..

我要的世界
词：萧亚轩 曲：陈伟

远方天空
云层遮盖了前往方向
迷失在黑暗之中
天使问我
手中紧握不放的是什么
我说 寻找梦想的灯火
有时我会失去力量
再艰难的旅途
也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
人生会有疲惫想放弃的时候
看不清路的尽头
天使身后
太阳叫醒希望的翅膀
那是
未来伸出的双手
失去过相信的力量
再艰难的旅途
也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后

this yr's xmas wasnt such a memorable event since this yr is quite diff frm the previous yrs.. my sis and px were absent frm our gathering.. plus the adults din gather too since my uncle and aunt went overseas. and this yr i had to prepare the presents w/o the help of my sis, and i had a hard time chsing the presents since i am not sure if they w lk wat i have chosen.

many pp spent their xmas overseas this yr. envy envy. haha.. my sis is in sweden (white xmas!!), xian is in msia, liz is in japan (cool!), uncle and aunt in genting, etc.

gathered at jun's and min's house ard 10plus. and guess who's there? min's FRIEND! haha.. the house was quite empty with only us there. played wii with lun, min, min's friend, jn, zk and jun was sitting at the side watching us. the music thingy is fun!! haha.. my bro is pro in it sia. haha.. and we are quite competitive at tat game.

ard 1145pm, we gathered ard the piano area. the process is diff this yr with the oldest opening the gifts first. jun started off by bringing us back to the yr since we began to have this tradition. she said it started off with my mum preparing lots of presents for everyone and hers was the smallest but the best present, a watch. she said she was 10 tat yr which means i was 8. and in the blink of the eye, 12 yrs have passed. wow... seriously, the yrs passed so fast and i am alrdy half an adult!

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!

oh.. and tmr is the day when i w get back my results... somehow i don realli feel anything since i din realli expect much frm it.. learnt frm my lesson.. don expect too much or the disappointment w be tremendous.. not demoralised but i wont carry my hopes so far. all the best for my results!! hope thermo w pass can le.. tats the subject tat i am most worried for.. cross fingers.

and lastly, pray for elva's mummy!! hope she w faster come out frm the intensive unit and able to watch her daughter perform on the stage tat she's been hoping for! fighting!!! 파이딩!!

今天听到了一则坏消息。。。 萧亚轩的母亲病情恶化了！ 现在正在急诊室里呢。。 请保佑萧妈妈的病情能早日康好！！ 萧妈妈，要撑下去！！

萧亚轩最近也一直东奔西跑的赶去医院看妈妈，还要忙着彩排，实在太辛苦了！要加油啊！！ 希望演唱会能顺利举行（因为那是妈妈的愿望！），萧妈妈的病情也能好转。

thurs, went to eat jap buffet at dt branch with liz, jw and ter. sashime!! haha.. nice nice. =p ate till super full sia.. and jw pro lo, had four ice cream with 3 or 4 drinks sia.

nx, went to play pool. the pool super ex la. not worth. =x played onli an hr. and i played super bad!! haha.. din play for a long time le.. lost the touch.. the balls that i hit din get in la when is lk super easy to go in tat kind?? super diu lian sia... think the nx table can see and i think they were wonderin how come i play so badly. =x oh they are cantos too.. there a lot of cantos la.. haha.. and not bad looking though din realli lk at them. lolz..

after tat, went cousins' house to celebrate wai po's bdae. quite a no of pp went but not all. ate dinner again! coz cnt don eat ma.. super full le still take so much food. -_-''' coz i tot take at one go don need take again. 没想到太多了！！ 贪心的后果! din finish the turkey tat i took coz very very full and the turkey is so hard to chew!! had cake too. one strawberry and one chocolate de. the choc one was the log cake de. not very nice.. frm my mum's workplace. =x

fri, had discussion with liz, sy, and laika abt business plan. after discussion, drove them to mrt station. tat day my driving was bad. hit curb 3 times at the left side!! haiz.. w be more careful nx time..

today had class gathering with s19. saw zhuang while waiting for the rest at city hall. had a chat with her for quite a while since both of us are waiting for pp... and thse who we waited came quite late.. its been quite a while since we had a hearty chat le ba. haha.. the feeling is nice. =p

ltr, zhuang left with her friend while i was waiting for my class pp. went to minds cafe to play games and had dinner. haha.. quite a lot of pp went: yw, xf, ruth, jw, jon, zj, nerf, wr, jh. thinking of wat games to play took quite a while. played some games like saboteur, pictionary, pictionary man, a game lk uno stacko, etc.






the "stacko" game
yw, xf and me
wr and me
wr, xf and me. xf extra de. =x
jon jon and me
jon jon
jh jus wanna show me tat he is tall.. -_-'''
jw and me
zj looks tall here rite? haha.. =x
nerf and me =p

left at 10pm which is their closing time. went for supper at bugis ltr. zj, jon and ruth went off first as they have sth on. ate my yam with sago at one famous dessert shop. not bad. =p after dessert, we went home since is quite late le and we had to catch the last train.

last sat, borrowed daddy's car and fetch rf to ecp. =p

fetched hy, xian and kl frm tanah merah before gg to meet banana at ecp. played true or dare at mac for quite a while. super fun! haha.. nx, we proceed to bike for 2 hr before gg to play arcade. ecp arcade is cheap! but not much stuffs to play.. luckily got my fav game --time crisis! haa..

after the game, we dropped banana and hy off first before we went to meet cel for dinner at bedok 85. ordered quite a lot --satay, chicken wing, porridge, sugar cane! super full! haha.. =x

sun, met up with cel and xian to shop for christmas stuffs, or at least meant to. din shop much coz wasnt realli in the shopping mood, and cel was wearing high heels. sat at starbucks and began to chat. cel finally revealed the "scenario" tat she gave us 4 mths ago!! and the new "scenario" wont be revealed till the nx 4 mths! haiz.... saw m there too and cel was very pissed. haha.. cel left at 6 plus while xian and i continue to shop for hy' pressie. shop till quite late but still cant find all the pressie.

wed was hy's bdae celebration!! in the afternoon, xian and i continue to shop for hy's pressie. chse her stuffs for quite some time too coz we wanna get her practical stuffs and things that she liked. plus her gift for last yr was onli the photobook.

after we get all the gifts, we went back my house with kl waiting for us at the blk opp mine. she waited for quite a while coz she misunderstood the meeting place and tot we were gg to meet her at my blk.

at nite, we went to airport to meet cel, mn and the bdae girl! ate dinner at waruku partly bcoz we know zhuang works there. =x but mainly coz we wanna try the food there la. and xian don wan the choices we gave her. lolz..

then, we went starbucks to drink coffee and play true or dare! haha.. super fun sia.. the last time i played on sat, i said quite a no of my "secrets" sia.. haiz.. this time at least not that bad la, coz din realli kana a lot of "nice" questions and coz some of my ans are the same. played till like 10 plus before we splited. quite reluctant but then realli very late le. somemore kl still lived so far.

anw, realli had a very fun day with rf! =p glad tat hy is quite pleased with the presents coz we spent quite some time to look for stuffs tat are practical and things that she liked. =p she is esp glad with the mirror and comb! lolz.. coz hers was spoilt when i borrowed frm her on sat.

HELO!!!

haven update for quite a while le.. haha.. but FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER!!! shant think abt it but realli hope all the best..

plenty of things tat i wan and need to do. like shopping for christmas presents, play pool, watch dramas! haha..

but then thse few days din do much.. partly coz no mood? haiz.. somehow things tat i look forward to do after exams doesnt seem so exciting now. haa.. but glad tat everything's over..

tmr gg to ecp with rf. finally big gathering man.. din see them for quite a while le. since xian and my bdae celebration? but tat outing was quite short and not all pp attend. glad tmr can relax and have fun..

this one mth of hol seems very short man.. i haven realli start to enjoy but i feel tat the hols are soon coming to an end.

btw nice skin i have here huh? haha.. a bit diff frm my previous skins coz wanna a change of feel.. quite fresh isnt it? haha..