Now, at this moment of my life, suddenly feel sad and lonely... dont ask me why.. jus feel this way. all the best to me.. i need to quickly find a lamp to guide me out of this..

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO VICKY NEO RUI LING AND ONG ZHUANG SHU!!!!

jus came back frm vicky's party and one word- COOL! her party was organised by her jc or poly friends ba and is super organised and well-planned! firstly, was very surprised by her "open-door" gift--a bottle of sweets with happy birthday on it. it was realli very sweet of her and i am touched! thks donkey!

nextly, her party had games and all of us were very participative and this makes the whole party very enjoyable! the games were realli well thought of as it makes us interact to find things like watches, atm cards, necklace, bracelets, earrings, BIRTHDAY GIRL, etc. there is also another game where we are supposed to write diff pp's name on some activities like ex student of nyjc, someone who wear contact lenses, know how to do mj's moon dance. hy was "forced" to dance coz her name was written for that activity! poor hy.. poor vicky too! coz she was asked to be the pole for someone else who said they know how to do pole dance. and the person is a guy! vicky was super shy la and ke lian... last game was how well we know vicky and our rxn time to reach for the bell. fun!

oh vicky's bdae cake is super super nice la! very chocolate-ty!! i like! but very fattening! =x very glad tat kai can make it on time coz she got yog but she left early. if she don come, think she w regret it. oh saw one of my jc friend too. is act holly's friend la. at first don recognise her de. but cfm with hy that is tpj de. coz she seems to knoe me too but forget who is she le.

zhuang's party was fun too! at first tot i w feel very awkward there coz i onli know celia and kon and chet.. but then it was quite ok coz don feel awkward chatting with chet. holly and li min also went there so not so bad. played some card games to pass our time. oh mario also came to crash the party. coz amanda met mario and they came tgt. tot how come zhuang got invite him coz i doubt they were very close. =x for a moment i tot amanda and mario tgt sia.. but then luckily not.. coz of some relationship with another person then i feel for that person... another thought is regret din maintain close r/s with zhuang la.. then also din take photo with her onli...

jus ended my ndp ushering. good job everyone!!! starting to miss FP1 le. awesome everyone!! had weeks and weeks of ushering... tiring! but fun! i realli feel very proud of contributing sth to the nation! super patriotic sia!! =p wanna help out for yog too.. realli! but then... cant!!! coz of my attachment... super regret sia.. but try not to think abt it...

for my attachment.... been in the co for 3 wks le... the pp super busy then not very friendly... treat me as if i am not there... haiz... but then yest was slightly better. coz this guy was editing our stuffs then he got tok to me a bit. starting to find him friendly le. =p another guy super super not friendly lo! say morning to him then he onli nod sia! onli seldom w say morning.. and at first find them violent lo! coz they frustrated ma then w start banging tables etc... at first got shock de.. but now get used to it le.. and they are disgusting lo... burb (duno how to sp) like nobody'd business lo... sian...

and i made 2 mistakes of accidentally deleting the work instructions in a program!!!! super big mistake la... first time super scare coz tot a lot of work. but luckily my supervisor say the things not uploaded yet so still not so bad.. second time press the delete button again but tot not so big prob coz is the same work instructions then tot not much work done. try to duplicate it but then my supervisor saw and say not the same one coz duplicate frm others. and work was added on.... then luckily he say can copy frm another work instructions coz exactly the same or else super a lot of work to be done.. so dumb la me!!! i w not touch that button again!! it was seriously by accident that i press it for both times!

and i din realli learn much frm my attachment lo... realli feel tat gg for work la... although it is one.. but i was carrying the hope of enjoying "playing" and learning sth new.. hope can realli learn sth new soon...

ok another update! ELVA'S CONCERT IS COMING SOON!!! 4 SEP 2010!!! AND I AM GOING!!! WITH KAI (THKS A BUNCH! =P) AND KAI'S SIS AND HER BF. YEAH!! SUPER EXCITED!! ask kai to give me a light stick too frm yog.. and wanna bring it for elva's concert! =p and in the morning we shld be gg for paint ball!!! super look forward to it la! saw on hk's drama and realli wanna go one lo... tot sg don have then super sad.. but luckily have..