today first day of sch in uni. feeling quite diff.. a bit weird coz very long nv study n go sch le.. then don have uniforms le n when i went home tat time, don have go sch the gan jue. haha..

today attended 3 lectures. but i keep dozing off during the lectures la, coz too tired le. then the phys lec the teacher tok duno wat thing lk history of optics sia.. sth abt origins is it? then relate to em.. blah blah.. don know wat he toking sia.. jia lat man.. very worried for my chem n other subs.. coz realli too long nv touch thse le. rusty le. hope i w be able to cope sia.. bless myself.

PRAY hard.. all the best to me and everyone out there who is facing the same prob as me. lets encoursge each other k? need the strength n realli lots of determination n self independence n self control to do so.. haiz.. GAMBETE!!

PS: xian must motivate me and keep reminding me to have self control k? thks