going to be quite emo in this post... dont look if u don wan to.. jus wanna.. spill it out..

Is it a blessing in disguise for having such results? haiz.. honestly i don know.. overall my results are better than previous sems, but i have one core which i did super badly..

is it bcoz i din spend ample time studying for it? perhaps.. since its' the last pp and my exams have been dragged for so long, don have much mood to study for it. plus i have the "fear" of that subject.. coz my thermo wasnt good to start with..

after the exam, have a super bad feeling and i am right.. perhaps i am given the second chance to learn the stuffs that i have not looked at properly? and in this sense i am quite willing to do so since i can learn more? but i don wan to have exams since there's plenty to memorise!!

haiz.. buck up!! don dwell on it anymore.. the fact remains as it is.. but.. i still cnt stand the fact that my gpa is pulled down.. haiz..

haiz. nvm.. as xian has put it: "second chance to do well.." i need to work harder le.. not that i din work hard enough.. but mayb my way of studying is not tat right.. have to improve on it.. since frm the start, i din get my desired results for CA, so this is my chance to improvise..

demoralised? quite.. and not quite.. quite is for that subject... and not quite is for others.. felt a bit lost.. need to reorganise my thoughts.. and find my new sense of direction.. need sth to push me on. did i choose the correct path?? perhaps not.. but.. tats perhaps the onli path i can take?

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hope this song w help to motivate me as it always do..

我要的世界
词：萧亚轩 曲：陈伟

远方天空
云层遮盖了前往方向
迷失在黑暗之中
天使问我
手中紧握不放的是什么
我说 寻找梦想的灯火
有时我会失去力量
再艰难的旅途
也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
人生会有疲惫想放弃的时候
看不清路的尽头
天使身后
太阳叫醒希望的翅膀
那是
未来伸出的双手
失去过相信的力量
再艰难的旅途
也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后