a lot of random stuffs w be mentioned here.. and my mind is realli messy.. whatever i w be mentioning is wat tat is gg thru my brain at tat pt of time..

ok.. suddenly feel VERY detached frm everyone.. mayb is bcoz i don bother to get myself updated on their lives?? mayb is bcoz i am cropped up in my own world?? get this feeling after reading thru some pp's blogs.. not all though. only some.. i don really have the habit of getting myself to update on pp's lives like on fb (where u can be updated abt the minor stuffs), like on blogs (where u will know more details)

maybe its just me.. or mayb its my work then shapes me this way.. wat do i mean? during attachment, i am just doing my own stuffs and just shutting myself out of wat's happening out there. not that i wan to.. or mayb i am. but sometimes they are mentioning things that u dun even understand.. and this helps is the shutting out part. seriously, i think my attachment is "destroying" me.. my social life, not gd to begin with, turns worse since not much chance to gather ard with friends. but then we can make new friends and that the gd part. jus recently, a batch of np students come in for attachment. 8 of them. when i saw them, i was super happy! realli! bcoz i am not close to my other colleagues mainly bcoz of the age gap, the gender and the working experience. very glad that i can click with the np boys. they are very friendly, some crappy though and like to disturb me, but nevertheless, very glad of company =p

i think my mentality is making me suffer... i still feel that gg for attachment is quite meaningless.. =x ok, i did learn SOME things but wat i am doing everyday is literally the same.. keep editing work instructions etc.. to perfect them for the technicians to be able to carry out their work smoothly.. but ya, understood... thats working or attachment life.. its sth that we have to go thru in order to be able to grow.. another thing that i need to improve on other than my mentality is my courageness ba.. i was asked by my in-charge to call up on the vendor but then in the end he helped me with it coz we are doing on tat part. felt glad that i am not the one to make the call.. this is bcoz i am not sure of how to deliver my pt across.. i realised tat i realli dislike making phone calls.. somehow i felt tat phonecalls is not in my dictionary.. tech has shaped me into using msging, emails etc.. not phone.

wkn pass super fast.. in the blink of the eye, its monday again! haix... sucks.. and there's nth to do on wkn!!! and this is realli 得过且过 sia.. everytime though of monday will find work super boring.. =x its just me... my mentality... help me!!!!

oh another thing is recently i keep having headache almost everyday after i know the workload i have... seriously there's quite a lot and i am worried if the stuffs can be finished on time. but the irony now is that i have nth to do since i have to wait for watever i have done to be approved before i continue on other stuffs.. the person who is gg to approve on my stuffs is super busy.. push him for quite a few times this wk but he is realli very busy... his department realli needs another person man!!

but one thing gd frm my attachment is that my sleeping habits have change for the better.. i w wake up earlier as compared to when i am studying or having hols.. i can auto wake up at 830am on sat man... but i force myself to slp again to replenish my slp during wk days... and i tend to slp at 11 pm or 12 max during wk days... wkn w tend to slp later but not as crazy as during hols ba. obviously.

oh yeah.. check on cd rama for elva's cd on fri. dont see her cd!! today xian help me check with whitesands' branch and the person say mid oct then release!!!! wat the?!! cnt yu gou some more!!!! quite disappointed man.. heard very gd reviews for her cd and i expect quite a lot. hope my expectations wont fail me... shall check cd rama again tmr after my tuition...